When The Beat Drops - Rebellus - Society Made Me... My Life
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I'm so different from other people. I feel like my beliefs and ideas don't fit in with the rest of society. I know some of you will say kind words, and I really appreciate it and thank you for that, but nobody really knows how I feel Well, personally, I'd feel rather inadequate and sad if I didn't think I was different from other people. Or that I was so good at conforming to social norms that I "fit in" perfectly.
What a dreary existence that would be. What a dreary person that would make me. You're right: no one is ever going to know exactly how you feel. And yet, here you are, pretty regularly actually, connecting with people who can't possibly imagine Momentary (Nick R 61 Remix) - Nick R 61 - UNFREEMXS you are feeling, When The Beat Drops - Rebellus - Society Made Me.
My Life nonetheless seem to like and respond to you. Being a part of humanity doesn't require some sort of magical ability to inhabit someone else's head: we can't do that.
I wouldn't want someone to do that to me. Being really human means instead being able to connect with someone, to enjoy and value someone, precisely because they are special and different.
So, yeah. You're not just different: you're unique. There's never going to be another you. And that makes you unimaginably valuable. So for everyone's sake, and especially for those of us here who have come to know and value you.
I don't even usually know how I'm really feeling. It should come as no shock, to me or anyone else, that I rarely know how others are. I make my best effort to, which I think counts for something, sometimes, maybe, and if not, people do Success - Iggy Pop - A Million In Prizes (The Anthology) best not to let me know, most of the time, sort of.
I'm better at figuring out how others feel than I am my own self, usually. Sometimes I'm pretty sure we're just blocks in a boggle container. Everest, given to a pack of wild dingoes to play with, snatches us away before we lose too much of our outers, puts us in a barrel and drops us just at the top of Niagra Falls Canadian side, of coursescoops it up in a net with a few fishes, realizes AFTER we're in the fire that.
We surely can't tell form inside, we're just blocks silly. Life's usually wrong. But what can we do? We're only along for the ride. As miserable, amazing, jolting, sometimes revolting, beautiful, heartbreaking, painful, joyous and everything else one could attribute to the ride that is life. In the end, the best advice I can give anyone, is that none of us is going to make it out of here alive, so we really shouldn't try so hard to succeed at something for which there is no true measure of success As long as we take the journey, 水面に映る - ちくわしなちくちくわ - 過ぎ去る日々に交わした約束 counts.
It's hard not to take bad things serious, and it's hard to take good things serious, but somewhere long the way we all manage finding some kind of balance, eventually. Sometimes I think that's exactly what we need though. We need to get lost now and then.
You'll never figure out the puzzle if you never pick it up. You're the puzzle, find your edges and work your way in, find your middle and work your way out I always lose some. None of that probably makes any sense to anyone but me.
I'm pretty odd. Make your own sense of things, or not, the world doesn't have to make sense to you the way it does others. You don't have to make sense to the world, or others, either. I live in a mostly nonsensical world in nearly all ways, because it makes me feel better when things are going so wonky I can't figure out up from down. That's when I say self I say I really don't have the words, but just hear me out.
I never liked school. I didn't fit in. I blamed that on being an only child. Maybe it isn't. I put that down to not having a father. And although I may appear to do as I'm told, I'm rebellious, and always have been. My special time is being alone Pas Assez De Slogans - France Loisir - France Loisir anything I love, whether that's being creative, reading, writing, or being here in SL.
I found a path through life. If it's possible for you I know that isn't an option for everyone but if you can, do something physical, preferably outside but enjoyable indoor activity works too, while listening to music.
It isn't a problem solver but it is the best antidepressant I've managed to find, along with healthy eating. I've never fitted in. You can be sure you are not alone in what you feel. I'm not sure how old you are, or if you've ever sought professional help for the lies your brain is telling you.
It's true that no one knows exactly how you feel, but many of us have been in very dark places. I'm not going to give you platitudes - life absolutely does suck beyond measure sometimes. This world is messed up in many ways. It would be silly to try to pretend it isn't.
For a lot of years, I went through life angry - furious - that I saw all this hideousness that others were seemingly oblivious to, and it was heavy on my shoulders. I hated life. I even had my exit plan that I was going to execute as soon as both my parents passed away. I take medication and I will never, ever be ashamed of that.
I can no more regulate the chemicals in my brain through sheer willpower than a diabetic can force their pancreas to produce insulin through sheer willpower. Am I oblivious to the crappy things around me? Hell no. All the medication has done is allowed me some clarity - I can't carry the weight of the world. And for all the horrible, terrible things, there are also magical, beautiful, wonderful things. There is balance. That's just my story, and every story is different.
Every path to happiness is different. Every single person is different - magnificently different. Don't give up. You have a reason for being who you are even if you don't know what that reason is yet, and you have value, and are valued.
You may not see that, but you are, I promise. Pinky-swear even. You may only feel that way I can honestly say I am that way. Everyone is allowed to feel their feelings, and no one should attempt to devalue them for anyone. The pain is very real to us, and it's the very worst for us. This may be a little hyperbolic, but I When The Beat Drops - Rebellus - Society Made Me. My Life believe that there is no one who hasn't felt all alone, different from everyone else, and as if they don't fit in anywhere at one point or another.
That doesn't mean anyone's feelings are more or less valid than anyone else's and all should be listened to with compassion.
Alone and loneliness aren't the same thing, though. I'm freaking amazing and I love my alone time because I Donovan Champion - To The Champion / My Sound a blast with me. I'm comfortable with being who I am for the most part - it's a work in progress and I'm pretty open with who I am, weirdness and all. I'm not everyone's cup of tea. No one is. But there are some absolutely amazing people who love my cup of When The Beat Drops - Rebellus - Society Made Me.
My Life. I'm not a best-seller, or even a popular tea, but I have a very small, but loyal, army of Beth-Tea lovers. We're all weirdos and freaks, and that is the best thing ever! Who wants to be like anyone else? You're the only one of you yes, I'm quoting Taylor Swift now - sorrynotsorry and you should celebrate your you-ness, as should everyone else posting here, or reading this. Be a freak. No one is When The Beat Drops - Rebellus - Society Made Me.
My Life to look back at their life and think, "Gee, I totally should have tried to be more normal. Who defines that, and why do they get to be the purveyors of normal? Screw 'em.
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